You can that joy is not dependent on anyone else?
Sounds like something nasty or as a sweet reality?
For those who have experienced the true joy is a sweet reality: "I exist, I'm alive. The most beautiful gift, the incredible wealth of breath was given to me, and I am aware. Not only do I feel the desire to be happy, but I have the source of happiness in me. "
Maharaji - From: What makes you happy?